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August 2nd, 2004

09:27 pm - Wow its been awhile! Life is grand! -To all I say hello and hope you are all having a wonderful summer. -Things are very positive: My grounding is over three months of coming home at 12 has officially ended. -Im finally 19 -Josh (the best boyfriend ever!) couldn't be any sweeter and fun!2 months and going on strong -Late nights to the beach..DRiving to ventura every weekend/day -Crusty demon shows plus Kottonmouth Kings -Work is a beach but hey summer is almost over and Im going to be a lake lifeguard next year -Moved into my own apartment with three of my sisters..It feels so good to live on your own..yet im not even moved in yet -Old flings finally laid to rest after a fatty dish of pasta and ice cream -Parents gone boyfriend asked by parents to stay for two weeks with me..um weird my dad asking that um shit ok... Making up with two friends I would not change for the worl..LOve ya Steph and Jess -Watching Alan complete his dream and leave for the coastguard -losing our water polo tournament against the 50 meter -Cleaning up barf on the first day of lessons..priceless -Laughlin with the bf and his family!Right on! -You love the Pink Weeny LOve to all that I have not seen! Current Mood: geeky Current Music: The Eagles

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April 13th, 2004

02:12 pm - You're smile... You're smile is all I thought about today..No matter how sleepy I was the smile made it all go away!.. Current Mood: flirty Current Music: My crazy mind!

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01:47 pm - I swear.. I swear i'm going to vomit if I have to go to the pool again!...I'm so drained of energy..Now I only dread my dad and his arrival from work..Will he be in a good mood or bad, mad or happy to see me, will I be condemned or finacially taken from the family..haha a puzzling question that will haunt me my whole life if I stay in this house..All I have to say is that I don't regret coming home late last night like I did..I'm an adult Damn it!..Being held in someones arms, laughing for no reason, looking into someones beautiful eyes and not caring about anything or anytime in the world is forever priceless!..If I had a chance to choose anywhere besides that place to be, I would not have been anywhere else..Does that make sence?...Even though my dad may stab a snake in the hallway like a crazy man and me making a weird noise when I stabbed myself in the eye, I would not have changed it for the world..So here I await my fate as I should, prepared for the worst, time to sac it up and never back down..dude i'm going to get reamed on but yet I will just laugh and try to find another way around it...I guess this just gives me more lee-way to spend the night at someones house/apartment (cough D%$@*l) haha well wish me luck! Vickie: I miss you too! I tried to go bowling with you guys when you were down but I couldn't make it..Amanda and Hedi want to do another Laguna trip sometime over the summer...I read your journal and I'm happy to see your coming home more time to chill!...One day we will meet up I promise!Oh wait Winterdale friday right? Are you going to come?..Luv ya Vic Current Mood: working Current Music: The calm silence of my living room

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April 12th, 2004

11:03 pm - Why do fools fall in love? Why do they fall in love? Is it because they are clueless or just brain dead? I really haven't figured it out...The moment I thought I was happy I let it slip right through my fingers..but now im finally getting over it and moving on..haha im so pathetic it's sad but hey its happening right now!No fake acters...no stunts...just me!..I've screwed up to many times to deserve someone special but I feel as if it's my time, my time to be happy, to have someone to hold, someone to cuddle, someone to just be myself with, someone that makes me gitty..excited to see them..makes all the stars in the sky dim b/c they are so radient..just someone who is with me and doesn't want to be anywhere else on a busy day...it's sounds to good be true yes, but its bound to happen...you know who you are..you're out there...There is just so many things I want to say, but the time has not yet given me the chance to say it...im sure time will breeze by and my smile will be ever lasting..it's already started to be like that....one day... Current Mood: curious Current Music: silence in an appartment but yet I can hear the fishes

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March 25th, 2004

10:07 pm - Im so f-ing sore im going to die! I'm arms...my back...and my freaking legs hurt!..I just want to scream!..I couldn't even get my shirt over my head with out screaming from the pain..Yeah I guess you could say i'm out of shape but DAMN!I'm pathetic!...I think im going to go to bed and dream of my stupid math test I have tomorrow....EEHH! I hope everyone is doing well! Current Mood: lethargic Current Music: Rooney

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March 10th, 2004

10:18 pm - Good times! Dinner with Cag-o and Shannon was great..I love them so much and Stonefire will never get old.... Jumping off the 3 meter board was awesome!..Made me lose my breath but I would do it over and over again until I passed out and someone had to rescue me! Having Fisher say I looked good made me feel really happy! Matt and Dustin are coming home on Saturday for their interview and well that makes me sooooo happy! Ehh.. County tryouts in 2 days!..Im nervous! Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: REggie and the full effect

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March 9th, 2004

10:17 pm - Let me blow the dust off..... Damn long time no talk I guess.. Here is my life in about 15 bullets: 1.Wow having about 4 frat guys hate you really hurts..haha 2. Meeting the CSUN Swim Boy and getting his number was great 3. Going to meet the swim coach soon and i'm really hoping to make the team! 4. The Sorority is going well! 5. Still single..probably will be forever but hey it's cool 6. Spring break and Dustin in about 2 1/2 weeks 7. County pool tryouts in 3 days..plus rookie school all through the month of May 8. Spending late nights in frat boys apartments with Rachel 9. My eyebrow ring is getting better!Woo hoo! 10. Stretched me ears to a 4..good times 11. Buying a shirt that says "SAVING THE WORLD ONE VAGINA AT A TIME" haha priceless..dont worry its for the play "Vagina Monologues" 12. Summer is on the way and I can surf and get a tan! 13. Everyone is coming home from the city soon for the summer for work! 14. I'm getting a tattoo with my mom soon! 15. I get to see Nana and Grandpa saturday And well life is very good!Hoping the drama will go away soon but hey whatever! I hope everyone is doing well! p.s. I love you Rachel Darren Daniel Rory Art Jeff Anthony Brian Mike Kyle!Thanks for helping me with my boy problem! Current Mood: listless Current Music: Tom Petty

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February 8th, 2004

09:52 pm - I love... I love Shannon, Ryan, Josh, Colleen, and Cash money!...Poor Farmer Shannon I've got your back...HaHa.. stupid amanda HOE! Current Mood: confused Current Music: Don't remember

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11:41 am - What a great weekend! Friday was boring but I got to watch Blue Lagoon and chill with my mom.. Saturday: Pale New Dawn, Sound in Silence, Tacit, Ellis, and Simply lost..What an AMAZING show!..I saw Kevin from Ellis walking in and I about died!..I'm so head over heals for him..Phil, Ryan, Mike, Mike, and Rob were fabulous like always..Darren was awesome..I just had a good time..After the show we went to some party where I think I saw about every SR. from Canyon there and they were all wasted..went to Nick's hung out there for like 20 mins..then I went to shanns and made Margaritas and stayed there for the night..It was a great night! Current Mood: drunk Current Music: Britney Spears

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February 6th, 2004

01:59 am - Who's house?..TKEs house! Tonight was so much fun...I love being back in school..Friends, class, and Frat parties...tonight was the first TKE party and I had a blast..Phile was looking good as always and just getting to say hi to everyone was priceless....I love being back in school! Current Mood: crazy Current Music: Pale New Dawn

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February 1st, 2004

09:31 pm - Haha yeah.... Haha yeah I'm sure that's what you wish you could do with Chris!...you need to get your story straight before you try to guess what happened...good job but his dick will never come close to my mouth..Nice try Current Mood: groggy Current Music: Blink 182

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01:16 pm - Fuck you! Go suck a dick you stupid bitch!.. Current Mood: cynical Current Music: No Doubt

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January 30th, 2004

10:35 am - What do you want?.... When you write in my journal honestly what do you get out of it?.....What do you want from it?....What's your motive, to get in my skin?Push my buttons?..And now why are two people freaking out?...Are you guys Sarahs friends?... no offence Sarah.... Current Mood: hungry Current Music: Fuel

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January 29th, 2004

09:26 pm - Single and Hating it.... Haha I like how this person that keeps leaving messages likes to talk to themselves..I haven't placed a journal entry in here for awhile yet that person keeps writing and writing about nothing...THanks Vickie you're the best and who is that other person..whoever you are thanks to you too... Why don't you,"Anonymous", come out of the fucking closet and expose yourself and the true person you are...this is getting old get your own life..fucking loner!Deal on someone who actually has a life and cares b/c honestly I don't anymore so say what you want, call me what you want, I really don't give a fuck anymore... Being single makes me sad..... Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: Audioslave

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January 23rd, 2004

07:33 pm - Youre so dumb! Why are you still writing these gay ass messages?!They are not getting you anywhere!haha...Quit trying to fuck people over you're an insecure,jealous, little bitch...but don't worry maybe you'll grow out of this stage someday...And if the 6'2 girl doesn't kick your ass I will fucking do it myself!...I got you're back Vickie!Haha this girl or guy whoever it may be is just stupid!..Piss off you ugly person! Current Mood: calm Current Music: blink

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January 22nd, 2004

08:39 pm - Ok whoever wrote that... Whoever wrote that message to Vic needs to cut that shit out....I love you vic and when I found out who wrote it, Damn!. Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: Taking Back Sunday

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January 18th, 2004

12:15 am - I love my friends! Shannon you are the best!....Sarah i'm happy we worked things out..Steph I miss you...Steph and Kelly you make me so happy to be a girl haha...Eric, Logan, and Nick you guys will always be the love of my life..What would I do without all of you! Haha hey you, yeah you the one who is writing those things: Shit you got told! Current Mood: grateful Current Music: Switchfoot

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January 14th, 2004

10:33 pm - I'm just a confused little girl?!..Haha yeah... Well I know what I am and what I want and well a little girl is well, right..I like to have fun, be myself, and if you did know me you would know that, but I guess you don't so now i'm letting you know thats the way I am and it takes one to know one!..I'm sorry you just have to make fun of other people just to make yourself happy, thats sad!haha...haha nice come back..maybe you should learn to grow up too ok?!...Nice try.... Dude, Just let it end, you're just jealous you can't be me and have the fabulous friends that I am so blessed to have!..Really, it's cool just confess we all know that's why you're doing this!...Haha Greg:Hey man what happened to chilling when you got home?..haha just hit me up sometime! Current Mood: silly Current Music: All is quiet on "New Years Day"

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January 13th, 2004

10:19 pm - Im the WHORE?! Ok you're calling me a bitch?...Who's the little bitch now not telling me who they are?...Oh that would be you!....Haha you're so gay!..All I can do is laugh at you and how childish you are..If I didn't know any better I would think you like chris and thats why you are writing such nonsence...Whatever get over yourself, haha all I can do is laugh! Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: No Doubt

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10:48 am - FYI FYI for whoever has been writing me a response without telling me there name....If you must know Chris TRIED to hook up with me while I was SLEEPING!..If you were there obviously you would have known, thats why I don't believe you were there...And I agree he is ugly and not my type at all, he was one of my best friends boyfriends and thats pretty shady to even try to do anything with him..So if you really believe I wanted to hook up or I was chasing him you have another thing coming...If anything he made me feel gross and used....If you really were there you have known that 2...So please don't call me a bitch when you dont know the whole sorry...And if you really were there you wouldnt be afraid to say who you are....Don't think you know what happpened, you really have no idea!...Im fucking tierd of all this shit thats going on.. Note to everyone:Don't start anymore drama!..I wish I couldd just Die right now b/c its driving me insane!..I wish I could just be with matt..I wish I could just run away and be happy! Current Mood: pissed off

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